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I missed this journal.
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New lj....xxrub_me_rawxx...ADD ME!
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[16 Oct 2004|07:34am] |
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Hello.I havent been up this early in forever.It sucks.I cant sleep and i dont know why.Alot of shit is on my mind.Hmm.I really hate this family.I really hate my school.I hate the valley.I miss joel.Andrea got her foot surgery on wednesday.She had a bunyon or w/e and she could have bone cancer...My brother left my dads house and now he lives with me.My dads a dickhead.I want joel to come back.Its so hard here without him..Well theres no use complaining it wont get me anywhere.And for those of you who think me and kelvin are going out we are not.We just spend a whole lot of time together.I love him.I miss alot of people.I miss noelle...i miss max..i miss going to the cobalt with my friends lol.I havent been there in a long time.Fuck.I dont really do anything anymore.I mean im with kelvin all the time and thats wonderful but we never go anywhere fun lol.The malls fucking boring..I dont think he likes the cobalt.The valley fucking sucks.O well.Guess i'll have to live with it and shut up.I want to go visit andrea i miss her.I hope shes ok.I want josh to go back home i dont like him here lol.He wakes me up at like 3 in the morning asking if i want to watch a movie.Fucking joshy.Tanners birthday was yesterday.Happy birthday tanner!I miss him.Kind of..not really.Anyway..I went to reseda yesterday and saw bre!!And devin and nicole and melissa and romella and ray ray.Then we took the bus to eds house with angie,daniel,carrine,claudia,some skinny dude and kyle.Kelvin came later.Then we went to bres and it was fun.I want to sleep.
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[11 Oct 2004|08:08pm] |
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Wow i havent updated in a long time.Lots of tings has happened.This weekend was pretty cool.I spent the whole weekend with my baby.On friday i told my mom i went to laurend house but i went to kelvins house in hollywood and had to wait outside his house for an hour in the cold ...i waited for his mom to go to bed so he could sneak me in but it was all worth it in the end if you now what i mean lol.j/k.Then on saturday we went to go get our tongues peirced.Didnt hurt.Its soo cool but it was kind of hard to eat but now i can.I like it.Thank you kelvin!!Sunday i went home and it was sad to say goodbye but im hoping to spend next weekend with him too.Me and bre are still going out and im happy i havent seen her in awhile i miss her .Im sorry you got in trouble bre and nicole!Im probably going to reseda tomorrow to see everyone.I miss you all.Oh yea and kelvin bought me a halloween dress.Its purdy.Oh yea.School is boring as always.Oh!Joel is coming back here for halloween im so happy i miss him like so much.You have no idea how happy i am.I get to spend halloween with my brother yay!Kelvins bitch ass better come with us too.Ok well thats all thats been happening.I have to go now.
Call me anyone 709-3557
LOve ya baby!!!<33
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[29 Sep 2004|02:04pm] |
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Every time i think of you it makes my penis hard...
Hi!wow..I missed this thing.heh.uhhh where do i start..well first off me and kelvin are going out if you didnt know already..and i guess me and sean hate eachother now..hmm.Oh and im going out with the beautiful breanne...its soo cool i love her.yup.Hmm i havent really been doing anything i have no life..Oh yea but kelvin spends the night like evrey weekend its pretty cool.I love him like woa.yea.I died my hair like reddish brown.sexay.not really but w/e.Well in like a couple minutes ima start walking to reseda cuz i didnt go to school today so ima go see my baby.hehehehe.okie well that it.
Manda
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[15 Sep 2004|04:20pm] |
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Well.Im back in school and it feels great.Saw ppl i havent seen for ever and im having a blast.But i do miss everyone else.Bre,Nicole,nick,devin everyone.I cant believe they left me.But its ok.I'll see you guys soon!Hmm...This week has been very depressing for me tho.Yesterday i was watching home videos from when i was 10.When my family was actually a family.When the holidays were..well holidays.Watching it made me cry.Seeing how happy my mom used to be with my dad and how much fun we had.It wasnt that long ago now that i look at it.Seems like its been forever since the whole family was together..but its only been like three or four years.I was looking at how beautiful my house used to look when my mom lived there..Now i actually appreciate what she did for all us kids.I see us on my birthday..getting a christmas tree and laughing together..Opening presents on christmas morning when everyone else was asleep.actually getting presents.I dont get presents now all i get is money.Im still greatful that they care tho.I was looking at a video of me and my brother joel at a picnic thing and looking at how happy we were.It felt like he was right here with me.I miss my brother more then anything.Im so sad that he moved to nevada and left me here to rot with fucking idiots.The house was so wonderful and now it looks like a crackhouse.My dad fucked it all up.My mom did so much for this family and i didnt realize it until now.Makes me sad to think what a bitch i was to her.I love my mother.I love my brothers.i love my sister..i dont know about my dad yet....well anyways im going to stop complaining.
Ive been hanging out with kelvin alot.Trying to help him.I love being around him.I love him.Im in love with him.But yea...I miss everyone lots
Rita i do miss your annoyingnesss
Bre i miss you and everything about you..and i know you like kelvin. i love you lol! <33
nick and devin and ppl i just love you guys...
And id like to apologize to anyone i was a bitch to.Im sorry.I love you guys
Kelvin i love you...always
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Saturday-went to the mall with kelvin.Got some new clothes..it was cool.uhhh..then like he bought shit from abercrombie..and its sexy..i think...yup.
Sunday-Went to the mall with kelvin again...bought stuff did stuff it was cool...more abercrombie...more sexyness...yea..
Monday-went to michaels..devin was there...waited for the bus for an hour..it didnt come..we realized it was labor day...called my mom...picked us up and took us to get cold stones....saw kelvin ed and rita..hung out..ir was cool...sexyness....yup...alright..
Today-im grounded...but tomorrow hoping to hang with nicole
Me and nicole are friends again..its pretty cool
I love you nicole!!!
I love you rita!!!
i love you kelvin!!!!!
I love...everyone else!!!<3333
bye.
oh yea i moved .......with my grandma..it sux...oh yea im sorry sean for being such a bitch to you..(the guy sean) and im sorry for telling you i hated you and im just sorry because i was being a big bitch and yea...i wuv you homies~~hehehe byes.
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Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone no doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I just stoned
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I just stoned
Grasping to control
So I better hold on
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I just stoned
HAHA green day..yea ur prolly thinking god shes such a loser she listens to green day well fuck you niggger green day rocks ..kind of not rilly....welll they rock for now ..so yea...hehe...green day
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